if i'd say i'm feeling perfety fine, i'd be lying. hard. a lot. oh well, it seems things aren't changing, even if i'd again bring it up. it usually doesn't seem to make any difference. am i realy that unclear ? :D
tomorrow is going to be a busy day work. but that's ok. i like the excercise i get from it.
one thing that also annoys me endlessly: skinny, gorgeous people complaining about their weight and how disgusting they are. hello, i'm fighting to not fall back to eating disorders again ! have you ever stopped to listen to me and thought how things like that make me feel? i'm battling already.

gotta jet towards sleeping status. the klock is ticking millions.

remember how i made you scream

i'm tired, pissed off, and totally not in the mood to explain anything to anyone and take the blame of something that really isn't my fault. fuck this. i'm going to alko, getting some booze, then somewhat drunk y/y ? =))