when the seas and mountains fall

just finished watching fellowship of the ring extented version. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah lotrpdgdfjgohidf<333
yesterday horseflies (paarmat fuck) tried to eat me and filly alive. evil evil nasty thingies >8( !! i have bitemarks all over my arms and my legs... riding is no fun for me or my ponny these days, stupid paarmas *hissssssssssss*
oh yeah. i bought this kulta lonkero yesterday, eves recommended it to me :D it tastes just like TEHO ! jollygood. but i still like normal lonkero better. hmm hmm hmm.

i still keep having these feelings of suffocation, anger... feeling useless and empty and ugly. i hope they will pass soon. i really hope.

i think i need to fix up something to eat. can't cycle if no energy.

Twinkling of Paradise

i wish.
today i'm not sick. yay.
and i have no time to write anything clever. should already be on my f'n way to stables.
but i watched more lotr extras today<3 fellowship of the ring, sniiiif. i wanna go back in time.
plus i'm listening to shinhwa<3 ah nostalgia. i hate this.

np. nothing by 신화 <33

pic of the day:

i absolutely love this picture. elijah is spgjiosgiodhg but this picture... <3 taken by viggo, as you can see.
... i use the "smaller-than-three" thing way too much.