ah shit how troublesome can life be without a phone. i have no numbers and the only ones i remember are mims' and eeppi's. not really helpful when i'd need to contact my mom and everything. fuck this.
agh today i really don't feel like going to work at all. NOT THE SLIGHTEST BIT. do i have if dun wanna ?? booh.
tomorrow i have the g4s interview. and i have no papers to give them. it's not like i could even call rane or anything. i'd need to make so many calls... and i can't. shit this sucks so bad. i'm sooooo screwed.
is it wrong if just wanna go lay in a hole and sleep ?
Showing posts with label job interview. Show all posts
Showing posts with label job interview. Show all posts
Nov 24, 2008
dreams of war, dreams of liars, dreams of dragon fire
spent the saturday and sunday with borgir. i really had a blast, even thought we didn't really do anything special, just drank some booze, ate tons of fatty stuff and lagged front of the tv :D back to basics, i say !
yesterday when i was coming back home (or trying) the snowstorm had managed to fuck up the train traffic, so it was so so that the train even came... it was freezing and windy, and i was dying, but still i liked the weather. would have been a perfect weather to shoot a mv or something... hmmm.
moomi answered my mail, at last ! she doesn't have any grannyratties atm but a few will have babies during december and would possibly be in a need for a home in the beginning of the new year... i'm intrigued, definitely. must reply her when i have time and my brains are co-operating. now, i need to suck cafeine in my system and get ready to go. i have an interview with OPTEAM at 3pm. really couldn't care less. customerserving job is REALLY not my cup of tea, so to say. blaah. but i just need some kind of job, can't really afford to be too selective right now. fuck this shit, man.
gah.
hush little baby don't say a word
and never mind that noise you heard
it's just the beasts under your bed
in your closet and in your head
yesterday when i was coming back home (or trying) the snowstorm had managed to fuck up the train traffic, so it was so so that the train even came... it was freezing and windy, and i was dying, but still i liked the weather. would have been a perfect weather to shoot a mv or something... hmmm.
moomi answered my mail, at last ! she doesn't have any grannyratties atm but a few will have babies during december and would possibly be in a need for a home in the beginning of the new year... i'm intrigued, definitely. must reply her when i have time and my brains are co-operating. now, i need to suck cafeine in my system and get ready to go. i have an interview with OPTEAM at 3pm. really couldn't care less. customerserving job is REALLY not my cup of tea, so to say. blaah. but i just need some kind of job, can't really afford to be too selective right now. fuck this shit, man.
gah.
hush little baby don't say a word
and never mind that noise you heard
it's just the beasts under your bed
in your closet and in your head
Nov 19, 2008
there's things inside without a care
whoopsie, so i got stuck sitting here 'till 2 am. reading a... *drumroll here* FANFIC XD like, how long has it been since that happened ? ages ! but it was a good fic. yeah. too bad i really wasn't able to fall asleep for maybe hours, booze and thoughts were running in my veins too fast, i guess. so now i'm awake and fucking cheery. and i just might be a little drunk still... hope i don't catch a bad "lasku" today. i usually don't when i wake up. buahahaha *hugo laughter*
ah shit it's chilly. inside the house and out too. i'm gonna freeze my ass here... thank heavens the job interview is at myrtsi, which is maybe a mile and a half from here. yeah.
today...... i don't know what happens today. we'll see.
plus, last night as i was rolling around and again thinking too much, i realised again how much i miss hanging out with whiskey. i don't know if she feels the same, but hell, i miss her. agh, i hope i get to properly spend time with her some day. yeah.
ah shit i should get ready to leave. can't be late. even if it's a complete SHIT of a job i'm applying for...
ah shit it's chilly. inside the house and out too. i'm gonna freeze my ass here... thank heavens the job interview is at myrtsi, which is maybe a mile and a half from here. yeah.
today...... i don't know what happens today. we'll see.
plus, last night as i was rolling around and again thinking too much, i realised again how much i miss hanging out with whiskey. i don't know if she feels the same, but hell, i miss her. agh, i hope i get to properly spend time with her some day. yeah.
ah shit i should get ready to leave. can't be late. even if it's a complete SHIT of a job i'm applying for...
Nov 18, 2008
just as soon as i belong, then it's time i disappear
i'm dying for a really dark mood photoshoot. too bad that i'm not looking or feeling too photogenic right now. but still, a "professional" photoshoot would be cool. like makeup and all, lighting and so on. yeah.
what the fuck am i doing awake anyway, i have a job interview in what, 12 hours ? i should go to sleep, and definitely not be sitting here sipping wine (hardy's, it's really not THAT good, gato negro was way better...) and listening to metallica. definitely not xD but since when have i had brains ?
tomorrow, i think, i shall go to some gym and work my ass off. and swimming wouldn't do any harm either. my whole body is sore and stiff, and all this is not because i'd train too much, no no. it's because i have stopped any physical work i was having a routine with... must get back in shape. sometimes i disgust myself so much it hurts. most of the time i just push those thoughts back in my head and focus on something else. too bad that i have way too much time on my hands right now, since i'm still unemployed and well, do basically nothing during my awake hours. this all is really eating away the strength i had managed to gather up. too much, way too much time on my hands, way too much time to think. it's shit, you know ?
MAN do i wish i was born some decade and a half earlier than i was. oh the gorgeous 80s. too bad i'm too young to have lived those years the way i would've liked to.
i need boots.
what the fuck am i doing awake anyway, i have a job interview in what, 12 hours ? i should go to sleep, and definitely not be sitting here sipping wine (hardy's, it's really not THAT good, gato negro was way better...) and listening to metallica. definitely not xD but since when have i had brains ?
tomorrow, i think, i shall go to some gym and work my ass off. and swimming wouldn't do any harm either. my whole body is sore and stiff, and all this is not because i'd train too much, no no. it's because i have stopped any physical work i was having a routine with... must get back in shape. sometimes i disgust myself so much it hurts. most of the time i just push those thoughts back in my head and focus on something else. too bad that i have way too much time on my hands right now, since i'm still unemployed and well, do basically nothing during my awake hours. this all is really eating away the strength i had managed to gather up. too much, way too much time on my hands, way too much time to think. it's shit, you know ?
MAN do i wish i was born some decade and a half earlier than i was. oh the gorgeous 80s. too bad i'm too young to have lived those years the way i would've liked to.
i need boots.
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