you'll be running but can't get anywhere

my shoulders are killing me. aka they HURT like a motherfucker.
work was nice today, the first time since i started there it was like really chill. no rush whatsoever. felt weird, being so that i've worked there about 1½ months and every day has been full of insane hurry. and now... all chill. weird, but definitely not unpleasant.
i almost felt like watching some kind of monster today. good thing that almost, because that one fell behind when i returned from goa. i.e. nora has it loaned :D i hope she'll get my point abt that "movie" when she'll watch it. i think she will.
fucking hell, i should be sleeping. i really really should. really. fucking really.