i'm tired. i always am these days... no matter what time i go to sleep my body'll wake up no less than 12 hrs after. 12 hrs. it's fucking lot. but i just can't get myself to wake up earlier. like last night: i go to bef abt 2 am and today i woke up at 2 pm. i miss most of the day... lame.

blah i'd like to say many many things but blaaaaa vittu.